Saturday, April 17, 2010

It Makes A Sound Like Thunder

I remember my first crush when I was in Kindergarten, His name was Brian Buzzio. He moved away that first year I was in school and I got a lump in my throat as he got off the bus for the last time. I didn't know why. Being five I didn't understand and have never spoken his name, until now. I wonder sometimes what became of his life, we all have our journeys.

Of course there have been many since Brian. I happened to read an old fable (I guess that's what it would be) And have it quoted below.

"Originally Humans were combined of 4 legs, 4 arms and 2 faces. But Zeus feared them and split them in half, condemning them to spend all eternity looking for their other half to complete them."

Quite a sad but moving story I think. How could the Greek God do such a thing? But then I think again. If the Greek Gods were real and then the business changed hands to the Roman Gods then to the Christian God, maybe no one bothered to change the paper work on that one. So we are all still searching because no one changed the policy.

There is also the theory that we come across our loves in our next life to repair the damage we did the last time around, if you are one to believe in reincarnation. If that's the case I must have been a really good prostitute and have allot to make up for!

I have loved many men and women but gave my heart to one. In someways I watched him ride away on that bus the same as Brian did when I was a child. This time I knew what that lump in my throat was from. So I suppose the question remains for some of us, did we repair what we messed up in our past lives or are we still looking for the part that completes us. Did we in fact get off that bus at the wrong time, or let our friend get off of it instead.

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